A Moment to Reflect

It's been exactly a year since the last time I posted my last writing. I still write, even if it's only in the form of Instagram's caption... I wrote my last writing on Ramadhan. And now, one year later, it's almost the end of Ramadhan again. This year is different though, and peculiarly better, because I finally can spend more time at home with my... um... spouse, getting closer to God, sadly due to COVID-19. 

Turns out that the last year I still can't get over my problems. I still drowned in it and still can hardly breathe. But, despite all the problems which makes me so demotivated at times, I am feeling blessed  to finally be able to be closer, literally and metaphorically, with my spouse. Eventhough our journey might not be easy, well I guess we will always find our way back to each other. Well "Time can't erase a feeling this strong ♪"

Fortunately due to COVID-19 I got more time to think, to reflect and to balance my life. To be closer to God. To have deep conversation with my spouse. And to try better to heal from all the wound that I get. Time to move on now, I guess. Get up and live my life a little bit better and happier in each and every day. 

I used to say writing is my sanctuary. But how could I forget my sanctuary these past year? Starting from this post, I really wish (and will do any effort needed) to write regularly, again. 

Oh and one more good news, I started my residency at Department of Conservative Dentistry, University of Indonesia since last August 2019. Hope all goes well and may the best of todays be the worst of tomorrows. Let us heal together, dear Universe.